"I don't know how to be that person, 'Ro. I ain't that family man I was made out to be. The X-Men? That's the longest I ever stuck around anywhere. But I had Chuck to keep me balanced. I've got none of that, here."

There was no stability. No greater cause or purpose. It was just straight up survival and his instincts always told him when it came down to survival, he was better on his own.